I'm going to get back into writing in this like I used to. :)
Except I'm going to spruce it up a bit. :D
-and I might even try to write about other things besides everything that is going wrong in my life. Hah.

I will be waiting right where I've always been.

I still think about you, every single day.
I don't think I hurt because we're apart, I hurt because I don't think I'll Love again.
I hurt because you are the only person I have ever let inside. You know every single thing about me, and you still accept me.
I'm scared if I let anyone else in, they'll leave; just like you did.
Maybe I'm just too young to understand any of this.
But when I get older I don't want to look back and consider him my first Love.
I only want one Love.
We aren't compatible and are probably the worst pair of people in the world. But I still feel like I Love him.
I don't want to, but I do?